Day 1

What happened last night was muddled. (Blurry by Puddle of Mudd: Everything's so blurry and everything's so fake...) I didn't get the point. I was perplexed. Why he never said hello or goodbye is a mystery. Maybe he's really changed. Maybe he's not that into me anymore or maybe he never was. Maybe, maybe, maybe or maybe i wasn't that good-looking anymore. Maybe i have a booger hanging from a nostril, my bad or maybe to you, i'm an eyesore. I had to live life the way it was. The funny thing was I thought I was gonna get über-depressed, insomniac, bipolar, and the tearjerk that I was but hell no, I was smiling the whole day ( Lovely Day by Bill Withers: Lovely day, lovely day, lovely day... ) There weren't any violin playing in the background and everything was in a happy tune. It happened to be a not-so-sunny day but the sun shone over me. I felt the heat of the cold day (Ray Of Light by Madonna: Quicker than the ray of light she's flying...) That night I saw something on the internet that made me even happier. Ssssh. It's a big secret. My bestfriend and I went to the bar, saw tons of people we know and pretty much hung out with them. It was a long ass night and it was really fun. The fact of not seeing him around while I'm on a non-stop chitchat with his closest friends was a good feeling. It made me feel that I didn't need him to talk to them. I was happy that night. I survived Day 1.